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October 26 伤心和决望很久没有用中文来写任何文章了，现在用中文写布落格，还有点不习惯的感觉。。。不过，这次写的内容并不是开心的。。 总觉得自己已经变了很多，如果要是以前的话，老早就悲伤到死去活来。。。但是，现在的我竟然没有这种感觉！！虽然很早就已经知道他有很多东西瞒着我，我并不是不怀疑，只是不想这样做。但是，自己是骗不了的。终于趁着他洗澡的时候，悄悄的看他的手机短讯。虽然我很清楚自己的行为很不道德，在这样的情形之下，也只好干一次了。。。 果然不出我所料，我看到了不该看的讯息，当然我不会在这里详谈，如果他找人帮他翻译我在着里写的文章的话，我也不理会了，反而让你知道了也好。。。 我很清楚自己近来很繁忙，真的忙的不可开交。有可能你比较寂寞，我没有时间陪伴你，也不能完全怪你。也难怪你近来如此神神秘秘，好像在逃避很怕我知道你在做什么。。。。 现在你每次都很晚才回家，但是，我认为你是回酒店。你只是回来睡觉而已，然后早上就去上班，半夜才回来。这不是酒店是什么？ 总觉得我已经迷失了自己，表面上看起来好像蛮正常的，但是内心乱的不得了。。。心已经没有了感觉，好像死了很久，也不明白为什么还在一起。。。是依依不舍吗？还是在珍惜以往的回忆和过去？还是爱面子？我真的不知道。。。 我很希望知道自己是多心和敏感，当我的到证据的时候，我再次的给你多一次机会，但是你始终都没有对我坦白。由那个时刻开始，我的心就死了，也不想在问你任何问题。因为答案都不是真的，只会让你说多一次谎言来伤害我。。。 当我写这文章的时候，我还怀疑你到底是不是我真正喜欢和爱的人。半年前，我还相信。现在的我不敢说，也不想下决定。正如他人所说，缘份尽了，也只好分开。我并不是不想挽救，而是不知道有没有这个必要。。。 July 18 1st Anniversary17/7/2006 - First year for both of us. Time does really fly very fast
yea.. Never expect it's been already one year for both of us that
staying together, the time is just felt like yesterday
We went to GSC at Times Square to watch Pirates of the Carribean, a
stupid and lamest movie that I ever watch in the big screen. Moreover
it's a long movie that last for 2.5 hours. And we had missed our dinner
However, we had the dinner at Blue Dragon at Cheras Business Center with housemates. We did enjoy alot of food over there (break diet rules for once). Also, thanks for my housemates that accompanied us to spend our happy moment together. I really appreciated it.
January 31 Anyone in "P" life?For those who knows themselves are "P"
I still don't really understand why the current society still don't understand "P"? As there are so many movies, which include major/minor "P" contents, "P" knowledges are spreaded throughout the media, more and more countries are starting to accept "P" but not ours
 . As we are now in 21st century, don't ya all think people should judge person based on their attitudes and behaviours rather than they are "P"? I had been in "P" life for more than a decade now, and our society still doesn't seem to change their point of views through the "P". I really wonder why....But this is just my thought, nothing more than that, or maybe I'm just day dreaming....
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