It's been a while that I never enter this site to update my blog, and even online to MSN and chat with my dearly friends. Thanks for them that still concern about me and never forget that I am still exist in this world.

 

After getting promoted as higher management level personnel, everything started to change, the major changes, of course, the responsibility and workloads compare to the previous position. Company expansion created more headache to me to manage the staffs, politics and performances of myself. Everyday work more than I should (I'm not complaining) but I do really love my job at the moment.

 

Sometimes I really do not know whether my decision is right or wrong, and particular person claimed that I giving too much pressure to him, pushing him and make him stay away from me. Quarrel exist very often compare to last time. I don't know it's my fault or his, and probably will end up with a big disaster which I couldn't control. I do afraid that this will be happened in a very short period of time.

 

Love or not to be loved, when you love someone after certain period of time (or I shall say, love probation period), I believe that most of human being will give out all the best to the one who they loved to show how important that person to yourself. But somewhere somehow mistakes might be there when the party was too scare of your love (not controlling).

 

Today I'm just had a huge quarrel with my loved one,  and today is one of my long-known friend's birthday, and both of us suppose to attend his birthday party, but due to today's incident, only myself will attend and I'm totally not in the good mood at all. While I'm writting this blog, I'm in the office to do some follow up from superiors in HQ. I do not want to think about this and just acept the fact that I might be single again soon.

 

Lastly, I'm really appreciated for those who keep in touch with me even though I'm "considered" myself MIA (Missing in Action) for quite sometimes. Thanks alot especially the 2 lovely ladies that I knew from my Uni last time. Love ya all.